about me

I'm ephema and I'm 23 and a girl and

• things i have read and liked, in no particular order: lord of the rings, fundamentals by frank wilczek, gut symmetries and written on the body by jeanette winterson, sappho, percy shelley, donika kelley, the lesbian body by monique wittig, pablo neruda, jane austen, legends and lattes, nana by ai yazawa, the scholomance, paradise lost, bone, trans girl suicide museum by hannah baer, paradise rot by jenny hval, frankenstein,
• music i listen to, in no particular order: ana caprix, boards of canada, 808 state, pop up!, duskq, burial, deftones, anima, elysia crampton, mgna crrrta, sienna sleep, malibu, hoodlum priest, goreshit, jeffree star, alex g, various 90s trance, estoc, elliot smith, lil b, new order... lately just a lot of mashups on soundcloud and 2010s party music
• i draw, create calligraphy, tattoo, write, paint.....
• i like stone fruits and bread with butter and laying in the sun and swimming and looking at green hills and warm breezes and pretty light and pretty girls and going to raves and drinking wine and long talks with friends and what trees smell like and cargo ships and crying about a book and learning new things and programming and eggs on rice with kimchi and painting in the shed in my backyard and long hot showers and lip liner and shiny things and wearing black and puffy skate shoes and mountains and kissing and laughing and dancing and talking to new people and drinking coffee in bed
• i'm on my 50th (physical) journal

that's mostly it, i am just trying to live to the best of my abilites and be compassionate, kind, and grateful. i want to enjoy my time here and i want to create something because i am an artist